OK last time I wrote was in August 2007

 that was a fresh start....

but things windled down to the same old thing, 

people change and people become unhappy when there our unfairities.

I thought we were going to change for the better and we did for a long time, 

our best times was after that summer all the way up to the Winter when we spent new years together in vegas

after that was pretty good too

...until something or someone comes around and tweeks the settings.

I guess the good times cant last for too long =/ haha 

Thats the thing about humans...

we arent electronics that can just be pre-set so that there is no trouble....we are people, people that evolve and 

change as time passes by.

Things are annoying right now...like they are for a period of time in every year, 

but who knows whats going to happen with us, 

I Just hope its not a cycle that we have to keep going through every F*#$ing year! -_-

it's tiring....

But oh well I wont let it bother me anymore....

Life goes on and there are still plenty of things out in the world that can still make me happy.

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On a lighter Note =) 

Finals are next week and this year at OXY wasnt too bad. 

I think I got alot done, met some nice people and had some fun 

being on the cheer squad let me re-live some highschool memories of when I was in Eagle Rock :) which was fun

and a sorority helped me live the college experience....pledging was fun..and at least I got it out of my system.haha 

I have been accepted for an intership next year and I am part of a research group....that should be exciting.

I love how OXY is so close to my house too....its nice not having a school that takes me two hours long to get to.

Any way....I dont want to bore you with my school and relationship stuff so from now on i'll just talk about 

the things that I do in the summer.....

I'm gunna try to make it fun... :D

wish me luck on FiNALs...I'll head this up in middle May when school is over Yay! haha

Current Mood: hopeful

fresh start.

When I first met you....you were a new chapter in my life

Until now i dont know if these past years have been all the same chapter..

Or different chapters in the same book, but you were a character that just happend to be in all of them..

i'm happy with you baby...and i'd be glad if you were in all of my books of life till the end...

i'm definitely starting a new chapter today and i'm so excited you'll be in this one too :)

I love you...I love my life right now...and i love where we are going....

I just started Oxy Orientation yesterday and I'm super excited....

what excites me most is that I'm by you and you by me.

a new school...a new start...a continued relationship...but a new me.

Things have been going great and I'm so glad that we are still here....but this time it's going to be different.

No more grudges....no more regrets...Forgivness...and Love....

We are off to a new start and I love it! I know you Love me..and i know I love you...and thats all we need.

a toast!! a new begining to a new chapter...Old times were good but new times will be better.

Look ahead baby and keep striving, because one day..we will be far and will accomplish so much. :)

Love....

It keeps people together, it makes things strong, It is so strong.

To Love! with out it we wouldnt be were we are today...I love you...and you know who you are.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Captain & Tennille "Love will Keep Us Together"